六四虽然过去30年,就好象发生在昨天。
六四给我的感受,是一言难尽。虽然我写过诗歌,书写心中对六四的回忆、沉思和伤痛的滋味,但是就像在冬季一个暖和的日子里,仿佛看见大雁南归、就像春天莫名地降临,那一丝不冷的风,好比一只飞燕掠过湖畔的垂柳,撩起的涟漪,泛起心中惊喜一样的好奇:哦,难道春季不按常理出牌,这样逗人按捺不住奢求和贪欲?
其实六四的北京,空旷而寂寥。在我的博文里,我感到六四是孤独的、无助的和令人汗颜的。贪婪,让心态像一杆秤,不是在衡量自己,只是在称重政府的阳虚:我给你抓药,你吃,你就好了!
其实做一个看国家疾病的大夫,悬壶济世,要把她的病治好,谈何容易。古人名士追求,不为良相,则为良医。一位名医,不是读百本书就成为良医,而是要继承和发展,缺一不可。
六四的失败,是注定的。一个人的失败,一个团体的失败,一次运动的失败,不是无缘无故的。就像红楼梦写得好,也不是浪得虚名的,而是有其外在和内在的原因。譬如红楼梦好在写家庭琐事,却让人领略一个时代通过家族和人物的兴衰而揭示其隐藏的社会现实。小说的语言、写作手法和涉及内容都很精致。六四失败的外部原因是境外势力的参与,内在因素是对运动的目的不明确。在运动的具体运作上,既无继承的定力,也无发展的心胸和大视野。
六四,太年轻,充满幻想和理想色彩,是大学生的一场金陵春梦。进入梦境的那一刻,就注定六四的失败。然而我不写出内心的寸寸节节的感受,一直无法走过六四:因为美丽的青春如花一样诱人。就像小说里的景秀,不但是北京大学应届毕业生,更是长得一副耐看的模样。看得越多,觉得对方越漂亮。
就像豆豆姐,作为一个外科大夫,医术精湛,更有一副崇尚自由民主平等的心肠,为了挽救受伤的学生,夜以继日地给他们动手术。
虽然小说主人公西门川对她们都很好,但是有缘无分,在国内与她们擦肩而过。而一个失去丈夫的年轻寡妇辛然,本分和带着一个小女儿巧巧,却跟西门川结婚成家。
这么美丽、顺从而充满女人魅力的景秀,只有在美国寻找人生归宿;而豆豆姐无法承受秋后算账的压力和愤慨,即使离开国家单位,进入私人医院,依旧被爱恨情仇咬得遍体鳞伤。虽然有西门川的帮助,在国内,没有一块清静的地方容身,只有踏上北美的陌生世界。
在国内,在妻子和女儿身边,毒品泛滥,在一个国门打开的社会里。西门川无法在打击贩毒的人生追求里,得到一张满意的答卷,而是跟随那个时代的潮流,离开生命安全受到威胁的祖国和亲人,来到海外,却无法留住妻子的宝贵生命,却意外地跟豆豆姐重逢、携手一生。
不知道自己的六四情节,在小说里,是打开,还是拉得更紧,而成为一个一个死结,只有等读者锋利的眼光来切割,来解开!有心情,有闲情,有六四情节的读者,不妨把目光磨得锋利一些,才去点击下列亚马逊书市的链接。
以下便是五国AMAZON购纸质版《六月》的网站链接:
My husband loves them. He say's they are extremely comfortable
- Singapore
I have the shoes for a long time now and they are still holding up good
- Switzerland
I have wide feet and ordered extra wide. They fit great.The sneaker looks fine too.
- Switzerland
My third pair. I have bought nothing else since I found these (in my size - 13). Great shoe!
- Singapore
Best walking shows I've owned. Last pair lasted about a year and have now been relegated to mowing the yard.
- Liberia
I have a really hard time finding shoes that fit and are comfortable. These were great right out of the box. Very happy.
- Singapore
bought for my son. He says very comfortable. He is in college and walks a lot everyday and says these shoes are comfortable and he likes them
- Guam
Bought these as a gift for my boyfriend and he loves them, raves about how they feel like they mold right to his feet, he wants 6 more pair! Lol. Great shoes :)
- Switzerland
fits true to size. Matches the size of all other Nike shoes that are owned. It is about half a size smaller than most rebook brand shoes.Very comfortable. Used for all day and a little CC running.
- Switzerland
Ive had these before which is the reason i bought them, yes they are squicky so just add baby powder under the sole and on top and itll fix that, i got the 4E and dont worry about the 4E(M) its just men, they feel like ur on a cloud
- Liberia
2024-01-12 08:57:19--
These are by far the best dups out there. I have ordered a handful of them and they ship quick! If you are on the fence just order them you won’t be disappointed!
2024-01-12 08:56:44--
It is consistent with the description of the seller, very satisfied, the delivery speed is relatively fast, in general, this is a very satisfied shopping, thank the seller.
2024-01-12 08:56:12--
I used the earphone protective cover as soon as I got it. The logistics is very fast, and the shell surface is clean and flawless. It is better to use the lanyard and feel comfortable.
2024-01-12 08:51:08--
This seller is attentive to be really fast recommended and experiment responds to the message very quickly
More laces and socks
2024-01-12 08:50:36--
Horrible ordered bailey bow with diamonds on the back and received plain ones asked for a box never received one either one boot had glue all over the sole and the other had huge stains and was only offered a “discount” on my next order And was told they didn’t sell the ones with diamonds after they changed the posting AFTER I placed my order. Wasted my money on a product that is getting thrown away and will no longer do business with this seller. Pictured is a review pic of the ones I ordered verses what i actually received not to mention the month I waited for them. Have never had a problem with a product until now -100 no stars if it were possible not to mention the sole is so hard the boot doesn’t even bend.
2024-01-12 08:47:47--
Will get like 3 more pairs
2024-01-12 08:45:54--
Shoe fits great just like the ones I get at the store.
2024-01-04 19:04:21--
Awesome pair I received! The laces only came with white. Not the sail or brown. But very nice pair, amazing!
2024-01-04 19:02:59--
Good quality! Recommend.
2024-01-04 19:01:42--
Looks good.
2024-01-04 19:00:06--
Nikel shoe nothing to say
2024-01-04 18:59:25--
Perfect I really recommend in very good condition
2024-01-04 18:58:26--
Great seller💯💯
2024-01-04 18:58:08--
Superbe 👍👍🙏🙏🙏🙏merci beaucoup
2024-01-04 18:55:26--
creased as soon as I wore them.
2024-01-04 18:55:05--
Honestly, the shoe looks exactly like the real ones but when I received mi e they were all bent up from not being in a box.... was actually pretty pushed because it too almost 4 weeks to receive them.
2024-01-04 18:55:05--
Material is too thin. Came creased in the back, so the seller offered me $10 back. Nice communication and very fast shipping. Would not recommend the Sao Paulo colorway, it doesnamp;apos;t look right.
2024-01-04 18:54:14--
Decent not bad, over all 4/5, I’m satisfied
2024-01-04 18:48:13--
Best quality shoes would buy from the seller again
2024-01-04 18:45:48--
this is the first time I've given a five star rating to anyone on this site!!!!..... awesome!!!
2024-01-04 18:45:48--
Unbelievable quality. Absolutely identical and true to size. Amazing, amazing, amazing.
2024-01-04 18:45:02--
I loveeeee these they are soooooo soft great seller fast shipping I will definitely continue to order from this seller
2024-01-04 18:42:22--
I’m really disappointed with the product I received. I know we take the chance ordering from here, lots of good reviews gave me a little confidence. I ordered the 700 v1 “mauve” and sad to say the shoes I received look ABSOLUTELY nothing like a retail pair. Just horrible. That’s money straight wasted.
2024-01-04 18:40:11--
These look great.
2024-01-04 18:39:28--
Great product!! Comfy
2024-01-04 18:38:20--
Good quality. Would buy again.
2024-01-04 18:37:27--
Great product! My wife was so happy!
2024-01-04 18:35:03--
EXCELLENT SERVICE. Good quality and fast shipping.
2024-01-04 18:34:55--
They look really real and came in within 2 weeks
2024-01-04 09:22:33--
very nice came really fast, will buy more from this seller
2024-01-04 09:21:50--
Fine workmanship, good quality, beautiful design, comfortable to wear, standard strength
2024-01-04 09:18:03--
Seller great as always.. Thanks you so much
2024-01-04 09:17:29--
They came quickly and look like the real deal. 2-3 weeks to the US.
2024-01-04 09:17:14--
Its very comfortable to wear. The quality of shoes is very good. Its great. Ill buy them next time.
2024-01-04 09:17:07--
Absolutely amazing service. Took less than a week with DHL shipping. Extremely happy with my purchase. Will be back
2024-01-04 09:16:28--
It took 2 weeks to get to get here and i am in loveeee the color is the exact same there are a 1-2 things that are a tiny bit noticeably if you're REALLY REALLY looking this dang near up close as hell but the look so realllll I LOVE them ALSO GAME WITH GOOD BOX
2024-01-04 09:15:10--
Really excellent, well made, I will definitely buy other colors
2024-01-04 09:14:10--
These shoes are most poor quality all around. The stitching in many spots are horrible. I get that they’re supposed to be replicas but this is not it. The communication with the seller is also bad. When I mentioned my concerns to them they offered me a $3 refund
2024-01-04 09:12:31--
Good quality
2024-01-04 09:11:40--
Each year come back to buy these for my son that swears by them.
2024-01-04 09:09:33--
This is such an astonishing bag and I would honestly recommend I did rush the seller cause my bag took a month to come and was my first ever DHgate purchase so I was a little skeptical but I honestly recommend this seller if you have the patience of a saint. But overall such a beautiful bag in probably won’t buy again because of the time range but beautiful bag. Thank you!
2024-01-04 09:09:07--
This bag is very beautiful and finely crafted. I really like it. Its size is suitable. Very satisfied.
2024-01-04 09:08:53--
The color is also very good. It's beautiful and fashionable, it's really great. It feels very comfortable to touch and matches well with the clothes.
2024-01-04 09:03:14--
They are great. They fit perfectly. They are the correct color. They are almost 1:1. They look real, and my shoes get too much praise.
2024-01-04 09:02:41--
Nice shoes. Soft sole, very comfortable to wear, logistics is also very fast, awesome!
2024-01-04 08:58:56--
Headphones have good workmanship, sound quality, noise reduction and long battery life.
2024-01-04 08:58:52--
It's just the right size. I sent the storage box and I'm not afraid of losing it anymore.
2024-01-04 08:57:47--
Earmuffs are extremely soft and can cover all ears. My ears are sensitive, but this one won't wrinkle or press the head.
2024-01-04 08:56:51--
The headset is connected very quickly, the battery life is very strong, the sound quality is very good, it is very comfortable to wear, exquisite and compact, I am very satisfied, I like it very much
2024-01-04 08:55:20--
The sound quality of headphones is quite good, the sound is clear and there is no noise, the standby time of headphones is quite long, and the charging is fast. Bluetooth connection is also fast, small and delicate, takes up little space and is very convenient.
2024-01-04 00:07:36--
Great quality looks and sounds perfect!
2024-01-04 00:07:01--
Perfect. Good seller
2024-01-04 00:04:07--
Inside lining had a hole, came very creased and after a few weeks of trying its still creased. If it had been packed better this would not have been an issue.
2024-01-04 00:04:05--
Everything was good except the code on the inside. Had a code for the year it was made and the one I got says it was made in the year 2088.
2024-01-04 00:03:56--
Cute bag but you can tell it’s fake. The color is way darker than pictured and the logo on the front of the bag is crooked. For a cheap, fake… it’s good. Does not come with dustbag or box… will not order again
2024-01-04 00:00:16--
all perfect
2024-01-04 00:00:14--
Amazing!!!!
2024-01-03 23:51:59--
I am speechless!!! My jaw dropped to the floor. I am in love with this purse. I will be ordering another one. The seller provided great communication and customer service.
2024-01-03 23:51:16--
Really nice for the price
2024-01-03 23:50:57--
Great quality! Very satisfied with this purchase.
Displaying 1 to 60 (of 823 reviews)